September 28 is our closing

On September 28 it will be official. I am a home owner. That's right people me, who didn't know that homes were anything but row until I was 16 will have one of my own. This brings up some problems though. Because I am a homeowner does this mean I have to entertain? Anyone who knows me for any length of time will tell you I am not a huge people person. This becomes a problem because it is not seen that I have anxiety issues but just really selfish. This also brings up wall colors. Do I have to "grow up" and paint my house taupe when I really want it Hello Kitty Pink?  I am known for starting projects and not finishing them, so maybe I will only have half a fence. Anyway, I am going to be a homeowner. My dreams of living in a tree house made of milk cartons is slowly fading away.